Really harsh.
I did not try to walk in another's shoes.
I did not want to.
I wanted to unload my personal feelings to make myself feel better. In doing so I called out friends and potentially tarnished relationships permanently.
Coming here and seeing the handful of views I get, mostly random ones from other parts of the world - one timers I can only assume, makes me feel good, like someone is listening. So I did just that, came here not for a response, but for someone to just listen.